"I sometimes wonder at what point... I'm killing myself with emptiness.

Of course, if you feel alone, or empty try to work through it.Therapy, and tool exist in real life and online. However, this is why people need to leave bigger people alone. People use food as a "drug," so be it. We all have our addictions and as long as they exercise and eat organic then what is the problem?(Being addicted to the shniz that is being pumped out ISN'T healthy, for ANY one;however, organic is) It's better than half the stuff YOU do on a daily basis. Get over it. IF someone likes to eat a cookie, let them eat a cookie (organic cookie, that is)